Day of today!!

Today is 28/7..i leave my home town is more than half year..in this half year,i try to know some new friends as like my friends in my home town..but i realize that no matter how i try,i cant get closer to them like my home town friends..really miss them a lot..especially is vian~~~but now i seldom online,we was like lost contact..it just let myself think that,am i been forgotten by someone?o i have forgotten someone?really need them wit me right now..at least have someone to talk,to share wat am i thinking and wat is in my mind..was totally frustrated in my study situation now..really feel like suck when in class..is like, duh!!!why am i going to school..for the seek of wat?looking at ppl fight,shout o wat?'damn',cant even learn in class..really very frustrated..hope not to go to the same class wit them next year..if not i really no need to learn in this school..haih!!